37 Weeks - Term (no not full term but at least ready to go any time)

My "nesting" phase really kicked in over the weekend. We hung a vinyl wall scene of trees in her bedroom Friday - it took about 5 hours. Then Saturday and Sunday I organized all our bills and file folders from the past 5 years, wrote out thank you notes, organized our bedroom, put away and organized all the Halloween, Thanksgiving and Christmas decorations that were spread across our basement, made the basement bedroom livable, picked up the basement family room, and finally green-machined the carpet in the basement where the dog vomited a few times (umm, actually a collection of 6 times over the past few months - don't worry, not chunky just bile/spit - still sick I know). Oh and then I cleaned out the green-machine and packed it neatly away. It is no wonder at midnight I woke up with horrid stomach cramps, diarrhea and then subsequent vomiting. Awesome. Plus my lower back was so sore Alex had to help me out of bed. So all day Monday at clinic I was contracting like crazy, was slightly queasy and EXHAUSTED. But no true labor. I tried to take it easy once I came home so I didn't force her out. But I thought at least it would have helped me progress - but alas, no. I was checked Tuesday and I am still 50% effaced and closed. She did move down a hair but otherwise no change. I will likely go at least to my due date if not over :( Whatever happened to being super busy/stressed at work and being on your feet all day helping you get going with labor?

The nursery before...

After...

On another note...
I was walking through Babys R Us with Alex the other day, picking out some final items we needed to get ready for the baby. We were trying to figure out what else to buy to be prepared when it dawned on me - this is the first time in my life when I have NO IDEA what I am in for, what to expect, how to prepare or what I am doing. Sure, starting college or getting married or moving is "unknown" but it is only about you, and your adult spouse. Now I have another being coming into my life who solely relies on Alex and me. And I don't know if I am supposed to let her cry long periods, how often I should feed her, if I need to wash all her clothes before she wears them, if I need to buy sanitizing wipes for my breast pump, how many diapers in newborn size is appropriate, do we really need a bouncer seat and a swing, what do I need to take to the hospital - the list goes on and on. And it is starting to make me a little nervous. I am sure we will be great parents and you learn as you go, but it is a new feeling for me to NOT KNOW. I have always been too prepared, too anal to not know the exact plan and have it mapped out on color coordinated notes. But in that same feeling of fear there is excitement. I am excited to start this new part of life. To not know exactly what she will be like but to see her personality and how she is a mix of both Alex and me. To see her grow and to see us grow with her.